Think I'm going to hermit for a while

Had a full and fun weekend but I didn't get any of my personal or household things done. Which seems to be happening all the time. I get through the week, and am excited about getting some things done, recharging. And then I start the week behind and exhausted.

I need to find a way to restructure my life and my time so that I'm able to focus on myself and get my own things done, rather than almost constantly feeling like I'm running around trying to meet others needs and still not doing enough to make other people happy. I walk away from overextending myself and still feel like I've failed to meet others needs enough.

And man, that needs to stop.

It's hard to say no to things, and I end up running myself ragged when I fill my week and my weekend up with too many things. FOMO and all. I remember at one point I put a limit on what I was doing each week. 2-3 events a week at most. I need to get back to that.

I've got a knot in my back which isn't going away. They've been popping up more and more because I flat out don't have time to stretch, workout, etc. I need to take better care of myself.

I'm missing my alone time. My down time where I clean and organize my house, my thoughts, myself. I've been wanting to hermit for a while and there's always something or someone that just can't wait. So I put it off.
Maybe next week.
Maybe next week.

Hermitting starts now. No more than 2-3 events a week starts now.
Focusing on me starts now.